In the dim-lit corners of my mind,
they gather,
Three shadows cloaked, each of
them darker than the last.
Fear sits first, a trembling shape, a
quiet whisper;
Then Shame, who casts his eyes
down, weighed by secrets of the
past;
And last, there stands Anger,
smoldering like embers,
Arms crossed, eyes locked, daring
anyone to ask.
I turn to them, feeling the weight of
their gaze,
"Why do you linger here, as
shadows that never fade?"
Fear shivers, voice thin as a spider's
thread,
"I am here to protect you - from
pain, from risk, from dread.
If you don't step forward, there's no
danger to fall."
"But if I don't move," I reply, "do I
live at all?"
Fear shrinks, quieted, but Shame
steps near,
His words are hushed, as if only I
could hear.
"You're not enough," he murmurs,
voice cold as stone,
"Remember the things you've done,
the wrong seeds you've sown.
I am here to remind you, to keep
you in line."
"And if I let you stay," I sigh, "do I
leave myself behind?"
Anger huffs, eyes blazing, fists
clenched tight,
"Listen to me instead, and I'll make
things right.
They've hurt you, haven't they?
Betrayed what you are."
His voice rises fierce, like the spark
of a star.
"I am here to shield you, to keep
you strong."
"But if I hold you close," I say, "will I
end up in the wrong?"
They fall silent, my companions in
this room of thought,
And I see them, for once, not as
demons I fought,
But as fractured pieces of a whole
yet to mend,
Each playing their part, each a
twisted friend.
"Stay if you must," I say, "but know
this true:
I am more than you three. I am all of
me too."
Fear wavers, Shame bows, Anger's
fire grows dim,
As I stand in the silence, whole
within.
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